To the love of my life.

I can't understand.

why you don't love me?

why you don't worry about me?

why you don't care about how I feel?
why you can't feel something for me?
why it's so complicated stop loving you?
why I still love you?
why I don't hate you?
why it's so complicated let you go?

May because you are the love of my life,
you are my roots,
you are part of me,
you are my dad.